I have a persistent struggle with trusting my perception, questioning myself, overcompensating for my lack of trust in my own perception- such that this pesach prep is really challenging me to address certain issues- not saying I’ll be able to solve them all but it feels spiritually important. Idk exactly what I’m supposed to get out of this, like which direction am I supposed to be favoring? For pesach, stringency is typically favored (from what I’ve seen) so am I being challenged to “go all in” or am I being challenged to “not go overboard” probably the first one, due to the nature of the holiday & its purpose? But maybe there’s another way of seeing it? This is too philosophical to have a straightforward answer maybe ?